this is what i feel sometimes when i'm alone

hidup jenis ape yg aq nk idup kt dunie ni ? aq xpasti .. aq bosan idop kekdg , seyesly , tp aq sendri xsggup nk pergi dr idop aq ni ..

P/S : pic bukan aq nye , credit to owner of this pic ye :)

haa ... warne warni alam pekerjaan

haaa .. alam pekerjaan , alam yg maybe ramai kot org tetunggu cuz dapat kumpul wet n stuff .. heh .. cuti 4 bulan ni , stelah membuat tahi mate kt rumah je , aq amek la keje skejap dkat fast food dkt umah aku ..

takot jgk sbenanye keje sane , & lepas da masuk keje for a few days , bk mende yg aq leh agak2 tyme aq keje btol2 nant ...

1st , kerja itu berat utk mengumpul duet ... susah rupenye nk kumpul duet .. bese tgk mak bapak kite je keje n kmpul duet , skang aq tau mcmana perit nye nak tunggu paycheck .. demm

2nd , pengampu .. haha .. golongon paling aq fuck skali kt dunie ni .. ye , kau lah penjilat bontot anjing wahai pengampu , kau xlayak nak komen aq , aq tau aq baru , dats y aq belajar dr kesilapan aq , xperlu ko nk mengata aq , ad aq kesah ? bukan kau yg bayar gaji aq tp owner fast food restaurant 2 yg bayar ye ! ingat 2 BAB* ..

3rd , rank dlm organisasi , penting rupenye haram jadah ni .. dlm sesuatu organisasi , rank 2 penting , kalau ko da lame n rank tnggi , ramai org nk dekat , nk ampu n sanggup wat pe je asalkan dpt ad dlam radius penjagaan si dia yg ade rank tinggi dlm organisasi .. f*ck .. ohh yeah .. umur pn penting , umur ko muda , diorg pandang leweh n seblah mate je .. haha

4th , kt dunia ni ad mcm2 jenis org .. baik buruk , hensem lawa , prangai ok prangai cam cibai .. haha

5th , aq cume keje tok isi mase kosong time cuti , bukan tok naekkn rank aq dlm organisasi 2 ye .. thank you :) aq bosan berhadapan dgn pngampu , org bajet baik & org yg bermuke ... korg mmg cam syall

tu je la kot ? haa .. da nk masuk keje , bek aq siap2 .. xpasal2 punch card lambat pastu aq org omplain kt manager .. babi kau org ... aq xkejar rank n gaji cam korg babi! heee

P/S : working at a fast food restaurant is hectic n boring .. seriously

f*ck you!

haa.... fck it .. exams results are in & i failed in statistics .. bhahhaha

aq da agak dah , bengang gile kot subjek ni.. mcm gampang .. fck , & the best thing is that even my friends are selfish .. thanx .. i love u guys for not helping me , THANX .. xpe2 , at least aq da tau sape yg ptot aq tlg n sape yg xptot aq tlg .. heh

so , skang ni , statistics , the only subject that i have to repeat & hopefully there wont be any other subjects that i have to in the future ..

p/s: lagu mood skang ni : Lily Allen - Fuck You , lagu Cee Lo Green - Fuck You xbest .. haha .. lgpn Lily cute .. hahaha .. fck!

saye da xkesah

ermmm ... mayb for the past 3 days , ive been someone else , mayb im just bored , mayb i dun care anymore .. baahhh , yg ptg if everything that i planned fail , aq da xkesah .. seyesly , smue org brubah , tp xsmue yg leh merendah diri n minx maaf ... heh , im done with asking for apologies .. :)

btw , aq layan kot minah ni skang .. bhahahahha

yup2 .. sape lg kalo bukan minah G6 , wee .. syok2,stakt ni aq dl tracks2 die , oke lah , not bad cuz bunyi synthesizer n effects die mmg kewl .. gege .. layan lagu die monster n killer .. best kot :)

i'm not perfect .. stop expecting the best out of me!

i'm tired of people's expectation towards me ..

i'm not perfect , i wont be perfect , i make mistakes , i wont be stereotyped , i love falling , i love getting back up , i love getting hurt , i love hoping for a better future , i love being alone , i love being hated for who i really am rather than putting a fake mask just to get along with others ..

i wont be like you or any other person you'll ever knew .. i love myself .. thank you

cuti yg mem****kan

cuti harini sangat membosankan ..

ari2 sembunyi dalam blanket .. perlu kerja .. damn!